I ROCK!!!

I intended to share my excitement with you guys but after checking out my school email account, all my enthusiasm and eagerness seem to die off immediately. Guess I will blog bout my happiness some other day. Meanwhile, show you guys what had turn me off in just a split second.

Well, there goes my dream to enter biotechnology. Although I hate admitting this, but I cant blame anyone for such thing. As stated in the letter, my grade just isn’t good enough for the course I wanted. Maybe not the course I wanted but at least the course I hope to get in to please my dad. I have been enough of a disappointed at home and guess it doesn’t get better,

Guess this semester of hardwork for my science module ends up in the drain, so is my O level exam. That big shot don’t even bother to give me a chance to appeal!!! Guess this is why he is such a big shot and doesn’t bother about small kiwi fruit like me.

Too moody to go on; just want to find an outlet for all this frustration inside. And also I have to thank Tangent for helping me; at least he gave me some hope and motivation to attend school.

-: kiwi blogged it up at 4:48 AM:-

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Did anyone miss me?? I am back to blog!! Hmmm don’t understand what is wrong with me these couple of days. For the past few days, I having been turning in very early (9pm) and I still feel tired the next day. Haha what I don’t understand is why the hell do I sleep so early?? Maybe with my dad around, his fatherly aura transform me into a guai kia :p

Haha enough of the craps, this week is school was rather interesting for me. Especially with the NYP scandal going around. I don’t suppose I have to say much about it, some of you people reading my blog might know more than me( care to share :P ). With some resourceful classmate, I manage to view that interesting video that everyone has been talking about and seriously I am surprise to see such local “production”.

And to think about it, some of you might find such thing interesting and I have to admit, I am rather interested to view more of it (come on, I am a guy too!!). But looking at the other side of the incident, doesn’t anyone pity the victim. And I am talking about the girl as the victim, everyone seem so interested in HER. Come on, there are two person involve in the clip and only the girl get all the “fame”?? What about that guy?? It is really unlucky of that girl and I really pity her. In just a day, she is as famous as Paris Hilton. While everyone takes the video as a form of entertainment and topic to take about, that poor girl is suffering. It will take her tons of courage to face the world again.

Hmmm, actually there isn’t much to talk about such thing, what I am trying to say here is actually very simple. Imagine your very own “private” movie has been release and made the topic of the town, how will you feel??? (A moral issue that is so simple is actually neglected by many people.) If there is anyone reading this blog and doing such indecent act, hope this blog make some sense to you.

Haha I know I am lame to blog about something like this, but pardon me, kiwi is lame and it only gets lamer :P

-: kiwi blogged it up at 4:56 AM:-

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The horrible tasting candy.












and they come in an army!!













Haha never judge a book by its cover, and never judge a sweet by its look. Here I have a box of sweet that my dad bought back from china. Haha my first impression of it was why would my dad buy toys back?? Even if my sister’s birthday is around the corner, I don’t think she will play with such thing anymore. Then to my surprise, my sisters actually pop those things into their mouth and happily chewing away.

Haha out of curiosity, I tried one too and to my horror, the taste doesn’t seem to match the cute appearance. As a matter of fact, it tastes simply disgusting. The sweetness is so overpowering that I rather suck on sugar. Or maybe kiwi are just meant to be sour and sweetness just doesn’t blend in :P

But even if it tasted so disgusting, I can see that my sisters are happily popping it in their mouth?? What is wrong with them sia!! And they find it fun eating it SLOWLY BIT BY BIT!!! Guess they are eating it because it is cute ba.

Hmmm, feeling rather sleepy and moody today, I don’t think I am really in the mood to blog. And since not much people are viewing it, I guess it doesn’t really matters. Haha sorry for this lousy entry.

-: kiwi blogged it up at 6:46 AM:-

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Haha looking at Han Wei nick, trying to organize a “milk” outing in the early march gave me the urge to blog a little about my friends. The so called “milk” family a.k.a Nai Jia was actually a group of good friends in secondary school. Though as time passes, some of them moved on with their life and drink milo instead of milk liao.

First, let’s start off with this guy. NOT THE MONSTER LA ! ! But the guy digging the nose of the monster. ( Although they share some similarity :P ) He is one of the good pals of mine and also the guy that NEVER fail to be LATE, regardless of what event. Haha we been classmate since sec1 and for the rest of my secondary life and even till now, this guy have been the one always by my side. (don’t worry, I am straight!!) Haha I think I spend more time with him than with my dad. Speaking of dad, he used to call me and shout “LAO PA” since his dad number is almost similar to mine :P He is also one of those guy I will tell my problem and secret and not to forget many things happen in my life, he plays a part too.


Haha, I intended to put a nice picture of gab but when I saw this picture, I just got the urge to show everyone. Haha this guy is another person that leave a deep impression, how can anyone forget a rich guy?? Haha Okie, enough of the craps, this guy here is not only rich but white (like me, dozen of sun tanning lotion just doesn’t work) and also very steady. Or should I say, used to be very steady. After getting a girl, have to settle down le. Haha without this clown here to “suan”, “gek” then my secondary school life will be damm boring. Haha we used to meet out a lot and talk cock but nowadays we are all busy with our life. Hmmm so gab, if you are reading this, u should know what to do le. Kim san leng is 24hour de :P


I can’t tell you how shock I was when I saw this pix?? OMG!!! Our dear ah gong is acting cute!! Haha don’t be fooled by his “cuteness”, he is more macho then you can imagine. Haha I suppose I don’t have to say much about him, his outdoor nature is known to many of us and to those who doesn’t know, he is a hardcore nature boy aka gay boy :P and he even have a theme song edited from YMCA. Wahahaha but I can’t say enough how thankful I am to know him, he is the guy together with Jason that intro me to BB, a CCA that changes my life :D and he is also the guy that get us off Pulau Ubin in the shortest time possible after that CRASH!!! With him around is like having a street directory with you.


Haha see how horny gab can get when he saw “bra”. Why bra?? He is BRAndon ma. As time goes by, every “milk” member had found their new lifestyle and the amount of time we spend with each other is getting lesser and lesser. Other than Han Wei, bra and Alan will be who I meet out with the most nowaday. He is the first among us to taste the life of army and even with all the “brotherhood” inside the camp, he still stick to the “milkhood” form during secondary school life. Haha we used to have lots of 1 on 1 friendly matches and I kind of misses those life back then. Without him, basketball would be half as fun :D


I suspected this guy to be an alien!! According to yesterday posting of mine, HMTL code belongs to aliens and if anyone who understands it, he will do it better. Without him, this lappy I am typing on won’t even be here. Cause without this guy, I won’t be introduce into the world of gadget and technology. haha he is a fantastic pal to watch soccer with, before he went for his international duty(National service) we used to meet out every weekend and sit down at the coffee shop together with groups of ah pek to watch soccer. Haha he appear to be a quiet guy but once he warm up with the people around him, you will be surprise by the amount of topic he can talk to you. If Han Xiang is the street directory and Gab run a bank then Alan will be our encyclopedia. Haha



Wah this blogging session is taking far too long for me and finally I am left with one person on the list *drum roll*



Jason!!! Finally it is about to end. Haha this guy here is one hell of a crappy guy that even spongebob squarepant will have to hide under Patrick’s stone. Haha with his long nose hair which have been trim in this pic :P he really does got a mind of his own. He is one of the few people I know who can really make decision for himself and not swaying from it regardless of other people comment. That really does need lot of courage and guts. Though he had also found his life somewhere away from milk but on some occasion he does join us :D and it will never be boring with him around, watching him doing silly thing is much more entertaining than to watch spongebob squarepant. Haha maybe can suggest jack neo to make him a movie called “Xiao Hai Heng Ben”.


FINALLY it is over but this blogging session is a fruitful one. In fact, I think it is the best and most meaningful entry I have done so far. Friends are important in everyone life and I am glad I have found a group of friends that actually can accept me for who I am and able to understand all those craps and nonsense. When people say, nothing last forever, I am sure friendship is an exception. Much memories came right back as it just taken place right in front of me. From which Han Wei, Jason and I were snatching the mic and damaging it in the process and how we cycle from east coast to Changi with all those pain in the asses. Haha and I also realize one thing, there is just too little photos taken in the past, I am going to force everyone, including myself to take tons of picture when the next gathering come. MUAHAHAHAHHAHA

-: kiwi blogged it up at 8:10 AM:-

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WHO SAY ALIENS DOESN’T EXIST?? I am 101% sure that it existed and it is hiding among us!!! Why do I say so?? Damm those alien language that make my eye goes kuku over the screen and still don’t understand a single thing. What am I talking about?? The freaking HTML code!!!

Haven’t you realized by now, HMTL codes belong to the aliens?? For me, a perfectly normal human being with a pair of eyes, ears, nose, mouth and a body that function like one, I can’t freaking understand a thing on the screen!!! I admit I suck in language but not to the point that I totally don’t understand a single thing. Just yesterday, I was trying to make this pathetic blog look a little better, Okie maybe it doesn’t look any better now but at least it got a tag board that is filled with malini’s craps!!! So if there is anyone reading this, please do something useful with your finger and leave a message!! I will give you 4digit to buy 4D for the weekend :P

Haha as I promise to keep this entry short, I will stop maybe in another 2000 to 3000 words?? Haha relax, I was just kidding. Just to give special credit to MALINI the TAMIL TIGER. You will get you free drink on Monday, so don’t worry and you can stop preparing your AK47 to shoot me :P Not to forget my sister who screwed up the alien language and make pop up in my blog to remind people to leave my blog without tagging ! ! Haha

So as a man will live up to his promise, I kept this entry as short as possible, so I can sleep as early as possible too :D

-: kiwi blogged it up at 9:26 AM:-

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Haha upon staring at this blank box with a blinking cursor, my mind went blank with it too. Wonder what I can put here in my pathetic blog which doesn’t even have a tag board. Haha Relax relax, I am still working on it and for those who say will help me de hor, better help hor!!

Even up till now, I still don’t know what to write. (Just finish my RJ la, brain dried up le) but some incident that happen this morning that actually make me go through lots of thinking. Haha imagine you are my sister in this situation, every morning you will see the same old grumpy face (I just woke up la!! What do you expect) of your brother. And today in particular, your brother suddenly raises his voice in the car, in a tone which is somehow similar to the parade commander during the national day parade.



Me: Oi!! Why yesterday so late come home? Today you better behave yourself and come home straight after school.

Sister: today I got dance practice in school until 0630. (*thinking what a stupid question to ask, yesterday was valentine day lei!!! Of course come home late la!!)

Me: Then after it ends, you jolly well come home straight!!

Sister: whatever

Me: (feeling buay song liao, don’t you dare reply me like how Kang Wen did during the BB day:p) IS THAT CLEAR ! ! !

Sister: (also buay song and unwillingly) yessssss~



Hmm, after my sister alighted the car, I was thinking, why in the hell do I sound like I was in a BB parade 4years ago?? When I were officially allowed to shout at my junior like nobody business: P

At that particular point of time, kiwi was known for his BAD TEMPER!! Ask any of my junior and they will tell you the incident where I pumped the whole company in HQ for a minor issue over with Kang Wen. Haha they must have hated me for that but hey, at least I gave them a deep impression that will last for life hor!!

Haha for some of you who might not know me long enough, you will be wondering, kiwi?? Bad temper?? Yes, you are right, so stop rubbing your eye and read that line over and over again :P the kiwi I used to be was a nasty one and I am not saying I am any better now. Just that this volcano has been put under control for quite some time and will take some special event ( and this morning upon blasting at my sister was due to the special fact that I didn’t get to sleep enough!!!) to explode it. Haha But it takes an even more special event to make me realize my bad temper and I am glad that event had taken place.

Ya ya, I know la the entry freaking long with unnecessary stuff la. But I am NOT done with it. It was only1 year later that someone actually make me realize that I should not be so self centered and act without thinking, the earth doesn’t spin for me and thus I should actually learn about compromising each other and stop the thinking that I am always right. Every time something tried to trigger that explosion, I should have sit back and think about it before I actually blast!! A decision made in a rush is seldom a good decision and showing attitude is surely not a good decision. In my case, anger and hot temper actually hinder my decision making which is reason why I fail to be a good leader back then in swiss. Haha and don’t be surprise when I tell you I actually learn something from those people that gave me attitude back then and that something is actually never to answer an angry word with another angry word, it is the second person that sparks the quarrel. Just too bad that I realize that too late but it is never to late to change :)

Haha hao la, I promise my next entry will be short and sweet la.

-: kiwi blogged it up at 8:40 AM:-

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I CAN’T BELIEVE I AM ACTUALLY BLOGGING NOW!! Haha just a few years back, I make a comment about how blogging is stupid, thinking that blogger have nothing to do at home but to sit on their ass in front of the com. Haha but guess what ! ! I indeed got nothing to do but to sit on my ass in front of my com. What a way to spend the last few hours of valentine day. But to be fair, my com is my “lao po”, thus spending time with “her” is the right thing to do ya?

Haha for those people reading this and have the urge to click the X on your top right hand corner, please do so. Haha this kiwi here know nothing but crapping. So warning has been issued and I won’t be responsible for any side effect after reading this blog.

Hmmm… having reading various blogs by my friends and some other strangers, I really got no clue what to write in this box that doesn’t seem to have any ending. The blinking cursor just keeps on going!! So pardon me for so many craps and wasting so much time. Haha but I have decided how this blog is going to be like. Don’t worry; it won’t be like those blogs u been reading on how people actually spend their day, from how they brush their teeth to what they had for supper. (No offence wor). It is only going to be simply craps and thought I have for the day. In fact I think that will be more practical, it gives me a chance to do some self reflection. (Haha I know those people in RP do that everyday, those damm reflection journals!)

Haha as I was stuck here wondering what to write, Deyu pop out and give me inspiration. He was telling me that he had done his JAE, hmmm recently quite a handful of people were asking me how is RP like. I was wondering: “what the fuck! ! Why are you asking this?? RP is not a place to even consider!!” not that I am saying RP suck (although I feel so: P), but the PBL thing just doesn’t seem to make much sense to me!! If given a chance to make my decision again, I will retake my O’s together with Han Xiang. OMG!! He did so well for it!! He must be one of those people who are banging their head on the wall thinking what course to take. So to make thing easier for everyone, take out that plain JAE booklet, tear out the RP section and practice that 3 point shot. Now you have lesser things to worry about. ( see graphic example below)

Just a few days ago, when the O’s result was out, I got so much though running through my pea brain. No no, not worrying about my result but when I hear people getting good grade and people failing, I got this mixed feeling inside me, it brings me back two years ago when I myself was taking that piece of paper. Although I knew my result before hand, I wasn’t really convinced that I score a damm 24. It was the last few to receive my result and was rather nervous; the number 24 keep popping in my head. Even with so much distraction up in my head, those people that did well was even much more distracting, jumping in the hall like nobody business but I can feel their happiness. However when I was my turn, I didn’t get that chance to jump. If I could, I would have done somersault and maybe a striptease: p Okie maybe not a striptease at least somersault (even if I can’t) it is a once in a lifetime decision for you to chose, to jump, somersault, striptease or to walk to a corner and cry.

For me, I made a wrong decision and that decision only lead to much more pain (RP):P. Other than the big question, where to carry on my education (RP) but also how the hell am I going to face my parents and everyone around me. I freaking fail my O level!!Haha if I were to carry on, this very first entry will be freaking long (although it already is) Haha after all these craps, what I am trying to say here is, OI!! When people tell you to study, don’t find them naggy (although they are), it is for your freaking own good. To jump (or striptease) or to walk is all your decision. But I am telling you, jumping (or striptease) will be a much better choice!!

Why?? Because you get to see people doing striptease err….. I mean jumping happily ma. One more thing, if you want to learn, you got to learn from the best. Rp is not an option

1. take out the JAE booklet.

2. Flip to the RP page.

3. tear the freaking page off!!!( careful not to spoil the SP page :P)

4. Doesn't that makes the page look nicer??

5. Good training gear for RP basketball team.

6. Doesn't it look better down there??

So everyone, it only require 6 simple steps for you to make a better decision. Dont hesistate, JUST DO IT :P

-: kiwi blogged it up at 7:48 AM:-

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