Haha upon staring at this blank box with a blinking cursor, my mind went blank with it too. Wonder what I can put here in my pathetic blog which doesn’t even have a tag board. Haha Relax relax, I am still working on it and for those who say will help me de hor, better help hor!!
Even up till now, I still don’t know what to write. (Just finish my RJ la, brain dried up le) but some incident that happen this morning that actually make me go through lots of thinking. Haha imagine you are my sister in this situation, every morning you will see the same old grumpy face (I just woke up la!! What do you expect) of your brother. And today in particular, your brother suddenly raises his voice in the car, in a tone which is somehow similar to the parade commander during the national day parade.
Me: Oi!! Why yesterday so late come home? Today you better behave yourself and come home straight after school.
Sister: today I got dance practice in school until 0630. (*thinking what a stupid question to ask, yesterday was valentine day lei!!! Of course come home late la!!)
Me: Then after it ends, you jolly well come home straight!!
Sister: whatever
Me: (feeling buay song liao, don’t you dare reply me like how Kang Wen did during the BB day:p) IS THAT CLEAR ! ! !
Sister: (also buay song and unwillingly) yessssss~
Hmm, after my sister alighted the car, I was thinking, why in the hell do I sound like I was in a BB parade 4years ago?? When I were officially allowed to shout at my junior like nobody business: P
At that particular point of time, kiwi was known for his BAD TEMPER!! Ask any of my junior and they will tell you the incident where I pumped the whole company in HQ for a minor issue over with Kang Wen. Haha they must have hated me for that but hey, at least I gave them a deep impression that will last for life hor!!
Haha for some of you who might not know me long enough, you will be wondering, kiwi?? Bad temper?? Yes, you are right, so stop rubbing your eye and read that line over and over again :P the kiwi I used to be was a nasty one and I am not saying I am any better now. Just that this volcano has been put under control for quite some time and will take some special event ( and this morning upon blasting at my sister was due to the special fact that I didn’t get to sleep enough!!!) to explode it. Haha But it takes an even more special event to make me realize my bad temper and I am glad that event had taken place.
Ya ya, I know la the entry freaking long with unnecessary stuff la. But I am NOT done with it. It was only1 year later that someone actually make me realize that I should not be so self centered and act without thinking, the earth doesn’t spin for me and thus I should actually learn about compromising each other and stop the thinking that I am always right. Every time something tried to trigger that explosion, I should have sit back and think about it before I actually blast!! A decision made in a rush is seldom a good decision and showing attitude is surely not a good decision. In my case, anger and hot temper actually hinder my decision making which is reason why I fail to be a good leader back then in swiss. Haha and don’t be surprise when I tell you I actually learn something from those people that gave me attitude back then and that something is actually never to answer an angry word with another angry word, it is the second person that sparks the quarrel. Just too bad that I realize that too late but it is never to late to change :)
Haha hao la, I promise my next entry will be short and sweet la.